On November 24, Jessie J made a heartbreaking announcement on her Instagram page, explaining to her subscribers that she had lost her first child. Invited to the microphone of the podcast The Diary of a CEO, the singer returned at length to this dark period of her life.
Jessie J had every pregnant woman’s nightmare. Last November, the 34-year-old singer took her fans by surprise by announcing that she had had a miscarriage, she who had preferred to keep her pregnancy a secret. In a heartbreaking message, Jessie J had explained the circumstances in which she had learned that she had lost her first baby. “Yesterday morning I was laughing with a friend saying: ‘Seriously, how am I going to be able to do my concert in Los Angeles tomorrow night without telling everyone in the audience that I’m pregnant?’ Yesterday afternoon, I dreaded the idea of finishing the concert without cracking… After doing my third ultrasound, I was told that there was no more heartbeat. This morning. I feel like I can’t control my emotions. I may regret posting this. I should not. I don’t know actually.“, she wrote on her Instagram page. Since the tragedy, the British artist, who had a relationship with Channing Tatum for several months, tried to raise his head.
“No More Heartbeats”
Guest in the podcast The Diary of a CEO, the one who had decided to have a baby on her own, returned to how she learned that her baby had not survived. “That terrible silence when you see the scanner. I said, ‘Just tell me the truth, what’s going on?’. And the doctor told me, ‘Your baby’s heart rate is very low and there is this circle. And I retorted, ‘What does that mean?'” she explained.
Jessie J, who confessed to feeling something “different when you wake up“before this consultation, finally decided to consult a second gynecologist. He is the one who will announce the terrible news to her. “He did another ultrasound and he said, ‘I’m really sorry, but there is no heartbeat'”, she remembered. A real heartbreak for the singer, who says she felt very alone. “Becoming a mother and having a child had been the greatest excitement of my life. I sang for him every night. So when i got home i lay down and i had never felt so alone in my life“, she concluded. Statements moving.